Dear God,
As you know, I'm going to talk to my doc about alternative 'stuff'. You know I don't like this waiting thing.... I can be patient, but dang, not with stuff like this. Please give me the (nice)words to say to him and please don't allow me to cry like the last several times. I want to do something more.... and I want to live past four years, or whatever the short time is.

Jackie
P.S.: Thanks for allowing me to sleep without taking extra meds.